Little did he know

     "No matter what, no matter where, I'll always be there when you need me the most!" These words spoken not by someone famous but just Ty. A man not know by many but such words never meant so much to me till a cold winters' day.

"The winters day setting"

    The roads were covered in a blanket of white. No way to get in or out but somehow; he did! It was a day to have fun and maybe build a snowman or two but for us it was just a phone call. I wasn't doing the best mentally and I could feel from his calm and soothing voice he just wanted to make me feel just a little bit better. He said, "remember that time when I told you I'd do anything to make you smile?" I answered in a sigh, "Yes, I remember." Shortly after I heard, "Knock, Knock" on the door. I sighed and drugged my feet across the cold wooden floor. As I opened the door I hear, "SURPRISE!" I open the door to a bundled-up eskimo with the sweetest grin on his cherry red face. "Only someone like you would come in a blizzard to cheer me up," I exclaimed. 

"A look at Ty"

    A man like Ty might not seem like much of a lover boy with his laid-back country point of view and whatever type of grin on his face. But if you took a moment to look into those big brown eyes, you could see the crazy amount of empathy he hides. When he talks it gives you that feeling of comfort and amount of safety you could feel from your parents. 

    Coming from such an appearance I didn't think he would understand the person I truly was behind this perfect persona. Sooner or later I knew he would find out, and so he did! Ty was on his way to my house in his big black and silver truck driving through the beautiful colors that filled the ground and blew away as he passed. I lay on my bed still not prepared to leave the safety of it. Even though I knew he would be here soon I couldn't motivate myself enough to move. I hear the stomping of his boots on the hard floor as he gets closer and closer to my room. At this point I break into tears because I wasn't mentally prepared to leave the comfort of my own home. I didn't want him to see me in this way, messy hair dressed in pajamas with the darkest of bags under my sad eyes. He looks with complete understanding and said, "It's okay if you can't do it today. I'll still be here tomorrow and we can try again."

    No matter how hard the situation I know I can count on Ty to make everything feel better. He never shocked me as a caring individual but till this day three years later I know he would be the one to pick me up from the dark and bring me back to the bright side of everything. There was never a time my boyfriend didn't know exactly what to say. He never took my disadvantages for his own advantage. But little did he know, I needed him more than anything in the whole world. 

"This is us"